Seeing a different point of view is different for me...looking through his eyes has changed my outlook on the past, present, and possibly even the future. Had I only known then what I know now. Would our lives be the same? Or would they be different entirely... The things that plague my thoughts. The worries that disturb my dreams... Can I learn to just accept them?
No. I believe I'm done trying to fit all my eggs into one basket. They always end up breaking in the end, leaving me with a sticky mess that erases the paint off my neatly painted walls of the life I've struggled to make for myself.
I'm tired of the blame game. I'm tired of my independence being reigned in... I need to get back to the basics of me. For her sake. For my sake. For the sake of love.
Here's to hope for new beginnings and a new start.
Wiping the slate clean in order to find the truth.
I may not be the victor of the battle, but I will conquer the war.
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