Changes

Have you ever looked in a mirror and thought, "I don't like what I am, or have become,"?

I have. And let me tell you. It's a sucky place to be.

Well, I finally came to the conclusion that I needed to make some changes in my life, after my boyfriend/fiance and I broke up. Yea. Major. I know.

Anywho.

Life was difficult, at first. But then I realized I was better off. I'm happy with my new choices.

So this is me. The new and improved. But maybe, if you really think about it, it's the old me. The old, old me. The childlike, innocent, fun loving, carefree me. But then again, I could be crazy. It wouldn't be anything new.

There's some people in my life I feel I should mention.

1. God. Let me tell you about this guy. He's absoulutely amazing!!! I would be nothing without Him!

2. Tray. :) My new boyfriend. Need I say more? No, but I will. He taught me that my ex wasn't everything I had. and I'm putting that to practice even now. i have some great new friends, and he's cool with that. He treats me like I should be, but he's not scared to play around either. He knows he could hurt me, but he knows not to be consumed by trying not to. it's a refreshing change. I adore him.

3. Kytkat! I love this chick One of the most amazing girls. She's like my sister, my hairstylist, my makeup artist, my church buddy, my bible study partner.

4. A guy friend of mine that doesn't want to be mentioned, (Cough, Cough) but is going to be anyways. Yea. You know who you are my short, crazy, brilliant friend! You have really shown me somethings about myself this past...what? Week? i don't know but you're awesome. Just saying.

And ON we go!

So along with the many changes that are occurring, I'm trying to redecorate my room in the process... But pictures of my room and drawing of ideas will come later. :)

I'm hoping to be using this blog a lot more...hang in there with me. I'll figure it out eventually :)